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I’ve been a member of YouTube for over a year now and I have a list of people I subscribe to. theBoringDispatcher was one of the first people that I subscribed to. He was controversial to some but like me most found him very entertaining. He said exactly what was on his mind. As with many YouTubers the people you subscribe to sort of become friends. You watch them reveal parts of themselves to you through their videos. Roger passed away recently. Though I did not know him personally I felt like as a subscriber I was in some way a part of his life. People come and go in this world all the time and it’s a shame that they go unnoticed by many. There isn’t much I can do but put down in public that I liked Roger and enjoyed being a part of his online life. He left a young son behind and I hope someday he can see how many people’s lives were touched by his father.

Rest In Peace Roger

You will be missed.

See some of his videos uploaded by another user.

A little while ago I posted a video staring Mike O’Connell and KenJeong as Million Dollar Strong sing’s What’s it gonna be. I thought the video was hilarious. Now i’ve seen where they are planning a movie based on the characters. I’ll have to see that lol.

By TATIANA SIEGEL

MTV Films is bringing the YouTube phenomenon Million Dollar Strong to the bigscreen, with Todd Phillips aboard to produce.

Mike O’Connell and Ken Jeong, who star as the duo Million Dollar Strong in the satirical musicvid “What’s It Gonna Be?” — a favorite on YouTube and Will Ferrell’s Funnyordie.com — are set to star in the MTV comedy. O’Connell is penning the screenplay with Peter Kline.

Story revolves around the meteoric rise of a delusional rapper (O’Connell) and his Asian foreign exchange student friend (Jeong) as they take on the hip-hop world.

Clay Allen helmed the viral video, but no director is attached yet for the film version.

Management 360 is producing as well. Todd Phillips Co.’s Scott Budnick exec produces.

Will Russell-Shapiro and Scott Aversano are overseeing for MTV.

Phillips has several producing projects in development, including “Psycho Funky Chimp” at Paramount Pictures and “Man-Witch” at Warner Bros. Pictures.

O’Connell is a standup comedian who recently shot Fox pilot “The Right Now Show.” Jeong, who most recently appeared as the doctor in “Knocked Up” and is filming Fox 2000′s “All About Steve,” is a real-life M.D.-turned-actor.

Read the full article at:
http://www.variety.com/article/VR1117972056.html

For the past week i’ve had to take a lot of medication. I really hate talking any sort of pill. I usually just try to suffer through the pain. I take nyquil for cold symptoms and bc for headaches. Usually that’s it. The past two weeks i’ve been dealing with a lot of pain and discomfort. I finally broke down and got the medication i needed which included some pain meds. Since i’ve been on the medicine i haven’t felt myself. The worst effect of the meds is that i feel very irritable. Things that normally don’t bother me have really been getting to me. I’ve always been sort of an introvert anyways but this past week has made me more so than normal. I’m almost over my little spell so i’m hoping I will get to feeling normal again soon. But I have a lingering fear that it’s not just the meds. I’m at a low point in my life and I’m finding it hard to muster up the will to do anything. I’m not suicidal or anything like that. I’m just down in the dumps. If any of you had a bf or gf in highschool and broke up and all you wanted to do is sit in your room and listen to sad songs that is sort of the feeling I have. I know I shouldn’t. I have tons of things that are really good in my life. I don’t understand the uneasiness that i feel and i don’t communicate my feelings to those around me.  All my life  i’ve felt alone.  I haven’t been mind you but i feel that way. I do spend a lot of time alone which could be the reason. I’m good around people. I’m not ostracized or anything like that.  People  generally like me, though it’s not easy to get close to me. This post is the closest thing to telling others about me that i’ve ever shared. I have a very difficult time relying on other people. I’ve really been burned a few times when i’ve trusted someone too much. I spend way too much time watching the world instead of participating in it. But it’s my comfort zone. I keep asking myself do i really want to change that. It’s hard changing who you have been for so long. I feel though with each passing negative incident i  put up another wall between myself and the world. I am broken somehow. I don’t know when or how it happened but it happened. Some part of me doesn’t work like it should. I hope it can be fixed. ( blame this on the meds i’m taking ) </end>